SELAMAT BERTUNANG NORANNIDA ANUAR

selamat bertunang buat NORANNIDA BT ANUAR a.k.a sepupuku a.k.a kupukupuku...hahaha...
beliau telah bertunang 20.12.2008 bersamaan ari sabtu bersamaan tarikh perkahwinan RAJA SMS MALAYSIA "MAWI WORLD"..hahaha...
aku plak konon2nye sebok sgt laa... ala2 nk jd pengapit dia.. walhal nk tunang je kot.. aku lak yg bz.. huhuhu.. sehari sblm dia tunang kna ekot bontot dia g giant la, florist la.. haiya.. mak byk letih wooo... mlm tu tdo lmbt gak, esok plak kna bgn awal..


**da update gambo dah..huhu**

[before the ceremony]

[dengan org yg b'tunang]


[barang hantaran dr pihak perempuan]


[beliau bersama hantaran]


[upacara sarung cincin]


[me with 2 pengapit mude.. hehehe]


[ni sape lak melamar ni???]

Mase Depan yang Kabur

FUTURE?! FUTURE?!
Apekah masa depanku??
Ape yg akan t'jadi padaku??
Siapakah aku di masa hadapan??
STUDY @ KERJA??
Dua2 aku mahu..
Sambung masters utk kepentingan pendidikan aku.. dan satu lagi utk memenuhi permintaan ayah aku.. Ayah aku nak sangat aku sambung blaja.. So aku akan cube penuhi permintaan beliau..
Kerja plak??? Wat mase ni aku masih menjadi penanam anggur yg berjaya..
Ade banyak gak call yg aku terima utk interview..
tp lpas abes interview, xde plak dpt call blik... manyak sedey wooo...


urmmm.. n now, aku masih lg m'cari keje n sdg b'usaha utk m'dptkn tmpt further stdy...
ak sdg m'isi form utk smbg master in MBA kt UUM campus KL.. bleh ke aku bwk course yg b'lainan dr yg aku blaja sblm ni??? doakan aku ye kwn2..
esok aku akn register utk join course programming kat cosmopoint kl under MDEC.. for 5 weeks only... leh laa aku isi mase2 senggang ku sementara dpt keje... dr aku dok melangok je kn???

hurmmmm... IDK what shud i say anymore... i want to stop here!!...
till meet in next session... daaa~~!!

T.A.M.A.K

Tamak haloba???
Itukah sifatku???
Urmmmm....
He said so...
What should i do???
Aku hnye nak dia...
Aku x larang dia berkawan..
Aku x mintak dia putuskan silaturrahim dengan sape2 pon...
Urm.... that was our yesterday probs..
We got quarrrel again and again...
so sad..
my tears dropping again....



why does this situation should happen to us???
why? why? why??
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Alhamdulillah kami dah BAEK2 semule lpas beberapa jam bermasam muke..
huhuhu... memendam perasaan, memendam hati, memendam dendam..
urmmm....almost to LEAVE each other...
but we really need each other...
All the readers, i hope u all akan doakn jodoh kami panjang... AMIN~~


p/s: peristiwa dalam kete... betapa seksanye t'paksa menahan perasaan dan hanya mampu berdoa dlm hati...

DI MANA ENGKAU KERJA???!!!

ni kerjanye nk nyanyi ni...
"kerja di mana kau kerja??"
huhuhu... da x ingt lak lirik dia.. hahaha
mane laa kerja ni???
xde ke mane2 company nk bg aku kerja..
aku ni pekerja yg b'dedikasi.. baik.. jujur..
huhuhu.. angkat bakul sendri daaa...
sukarnye nk carik keje...
TOLONG LAA KERJA DATANG PADAKU...
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Happy Birthday to My Love...

elo kwn2.. hehe.. in diz entry i would like to wish HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my CAYANG.. he becomes 24 diz year.. da tua da dia.. huhuhu.. =D jgn marah erk cyg.. nnt b'tmbbh2 kedut2 kt muke tu nnt.. huhuhu.. kat cni jgk b ingin ucapkn semoga abg panjang umur & dimurahkan rezeki.. ble da murah rezeki, leh laa bwk b g jln2 selalu n dating2 selalu... hehehe... semoga abg sentiasa dirahmati Allah selalu & b doakn jodoh memihak pd kite.. =)
b arap abg gembira dgn ur besday celebration diz year.. & abg gembira bersama b..
tu je mampu b berikan...
jln2, tgk wayang, blanje mkn, pastu dpt adiah kecik..
urmmmm..
belows are our photo...

[dalam kete odw nk g bekfes]

[birthday boy]

[me at the times square]

[kenny rogers roaster..yummyy]

[adegan suap menyuap..hehe..gmbr x center.. blurr lak tu.. huhu]

[wink2]

[makan time]

Love.. lOve.. loVe.. lovE..

FOR MY LOVE

YEAH.. I GOT IT!!!

Yezza!! Finally I got it.. even bukn laa model fon ni yg aku nk, at least fon ni pnah t’senarai dlm fon yg ak b’kenan jgk.. huhuhu.. sony ericsson k660i.. kaler ijau-putih.. =)
In this entry also I’d like to wish thank u so much to my dad & my sayang who support me to get this phone.. thank u so much.. I LOVE YOU.. hehehe…

CeRiTa lApoK

BPS FAMILY DAY

2 Nov ’08 yg lpas, department aku buat family day.. dorg wat kat FRIM Kepong.. Selama ni aku ingtkn FRIM tu tmpt yg pakcik aku slalu main layang2 tu.. rupe2nye tmpt lain.. dlm utan.. huhuhuhu.. tp tmptnye lawa.. tmpt utk picnic & jogging.. agak best lah tmptnye..nyaman & segar je.. sbb sekeliling adalah utan & ijau.. so sejuk je…
Pagi tu aku naik bas MARA utk ke FRIM tu.. b’kumpul dpan ofis.. x ramai pony g naik bas.. ramai g sendri.. kn mereka ade knderaan sndri.. ak ni ape lah yg ade??? =( ak nai bas skali dgn haz & bbrp org lain lg..

Smpi je kt tmpt tu, aku tgk da ramai da yg da smpai.. sume dok sibuk tgk aturcara laa, susun adiah la.. ade gk yg br nk register.. t’masok la kami yg br sampai ni.. huhuh.. sampai2 je dpt door gift.. pnye besar laa door gift diorg bg.. biskut setin, buah2 6 biji & air mineral 4 botol.. huh… kaye btol.. hahah..

Lpas tlg susun2 adiah, almaklumla kn AJK adiah (kononnye laa) ak dgn haz sarap jap., mkn kueh2 je.. mls nk amik nasi lemak.. nnt kompem sakit perut.. hahaha… da toilet ctu x menyelerakn.. eeeiiiiyarkkk… x reti jage kebersihan btol!! Pas mamam sket2, time to make pose!! Hahaha.. ape lg??? b’gmbr je laa keje kitorg… pastu sakat anak2 staf.. join games..

Conclusionnye family day ni best gak laa… enjoy gak..huhuhu.. dlm kul 3 aku pulang dgn dijemput oleh driverku.. hahha.. jgn marah yang.. =D

PANGGILAN HANGIT!!

haiiiyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... im ALONE!!!!
budak2 dua ekor tu escape!!!... cam HAMPEH je tinggal sorg2..
huh!!! da laa td dpt panggilan mengejut... aduhai... korang nk tau sape call aku pukul 13:29 td??? unknown number!!!
Dr Shaidah: Helo.. Ni Sofieatul ke?
Aku: Iye.. Sape erk?
Dr Shaidah: Ni Dr Shaidah..
Zuuupppppppppppppp.... debaran dtg.. dup dap dup dap aku dibuatnye..
Aku: Oooo.. Ade ape Dr?
Dr Shaidah: Saya akn dtg tmpt awk JUMAAT DEPAN..
perrrrrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... t'sentap kjap aku dibuatnye...
Aku: ermmm.. bukan aritu Dr kate nk dtg ujung buln 11 ke?
Dr Shaidah: aah.. tp sy lupe.. sy ade hal wkt tu...
aduhai... tak sanggup kukenangkn...(nyanyi lagu saleem laa plak.. huhu)
Aku: ermmm.. baiklah.. bla bla bla bla............
huh!! tnpa b'fikir pjg, aku trus naik ke ofis & gtau zana...
adeh!!! aku da x mampu b'fikir...
debaran masih terasa... fikiran makin serabut... system x siap2...
ape harus aku buat?????????????????????????

NEXT TAG!!

[1] Bekas kekasih saya adalah : org yg pnah b’cnta dgn sy mase dl2 laa..
[2] Saya sedang mendengar : org2 b’cakap..
[3] Mungkin saya patut : ubah perangai yg mnyebabkn KAMI b’perang br2 nih..
[4] Saya suka : family sy, boyfren sy, kwn2 sy.
[5]Sahabat-sahabat baik saya : org yg sentiasa b’sama sy di kala susah & senang..
[6] Saya tak paham : knp perkara aritu berlaku?? Musykilll!!!!
[7] Saya kehilangan : blom kehilangan.. tapi hampir kehilangan ’DIA’
[8] Ramai yang berkata : ntah... byk sgt kate2.. hahahaha
[9] Makna nama saya : ermm.. ’sofiea’ = lembut (kalo x silap).. ain = mata.. sofieatul ain = mata yg lembut laa kot... hahahaahha
[10] Cinta itu adalah: hadiah yg t’indah bg yg memanfaatkannya dgn btol
[11] Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang : study utk examnye.. huhuh.. cian..
[12] Saya akan cuba : tidak mngecewakan DIA lagi
[13] Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud : hingga akhir hayat.. dunia akhirat maybe..
[14] Telefon bimbit saya : model cikai je… juz 4 calling & messaging
[15] Bila saya terjaga dari tidur : saya akan t’ingt DIA
[16] Saya paling meluat apabila : b’jmpe dgn org yg b’lagak pandai & suke menunjuk2..
[17] Pesta/Parti adalah : tempat utk merehatkn minda
[18] Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah : koala laa kot.. x pnah jmpe.. stkt ade key chain je.. huk3..
[19] Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah : zaman kanak2 laa.. xde ape masalah pon nk difikirkn..
[20] Hari ini : hari selasa yg perlu ke ofis yg bosan
[21] Malam ini saya akan : rehatkan diri di rumah sahaja..
[22] Esok pula saya akan : pergi bekerja semula seperti biasa
[23] Saya betul2 inginkan : my silver accessories.. rndu mrk sgt2.. rase lain mcm plak rasenye xde bnda2 nih..
[24] Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini : =) masih comel lg.. alhamdulillah
[25] Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan : tempat utk window shoping, jalan2 & dating.. hehehe
[26] Makanan Barat atau Jepun : more prefer on western
[27] Bilik yang terang atau gelap : tgh2 la.. x gelap sgt.. x terang sgt..
[28] Makanan segera adalah : makanan yg tidak elok dimakan selalu.. hehe
[29] Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang? : ko buat iklan ape ni (berkata pd haz)
[30] Adakah anda ingin panjangkan TAG ini?? : malas ah.. cukup smpi di sini jer
[31] Sudahkah anda menunaikan kewajipan anda sebagai seorang Islam hari ni? : oppsss.. sory.. red light daa..
[32] Bila kali terakhir anda cium mak & ayah korang? : raye aritu...
[33] Sudahkah anda korek hidung pada hari ni? : blom lg... hik3.. pngotor sunggoh soalan ini
[34] the victim: sesape jer laa...

BUAT YANG TERSAYANG

Hurmmm...
Msg di atas adalah denda kpd aku kerana tlh mengecewakan & melukakan hati ORANG YANG TERSAYANG tu..
Serves me right yah!!!!
Hahahahaha...
Tu laa.. Sape su wat perangai kan...
ORANG YANG TERSAYANG tu dah buat segala2 nye dah..
Tapi masih x reti nk b'syukur...
Wish thanks pon x...
Memang laa ko ni AIN!!!!

Huhuhu... buat ORANG YANG SAYA SAYANG..
Di sini saya ingin meminta maaf dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki...
Saya tidak bermaksud nak lukakan hati ORANG YANG SAYA SAYANG mahupun mengecewakan ORANG YANG SAYA SAYANG..
Kenapa entah.. Puncanya hanya disebabkan perkara sekecil hama tapi berlarutan sampai menjadi gunung merapi..
Saya rasa bersalah sangat dengan ORANG YANG SAYA SAYANG..
Saya tidak pernah diberitahu bahawa saya telah mengecewakan ORANG YANG SAYA SAYANG..
I'M SO SORRY DEAR...

p/s: ~ actually sblm menaip ni byk je idea nk tulis..tp bile da start tulis, idea tu da terbang.. so seatakat ini je lah..
~ arap2 ORANG YANG SAYA SAYANG akan bace blog nih..

why did the person ignore me???

why did the person doesn't understand me???

why did the person doesn't understand my feeling???

why??? why??? why???

???WHY???

TAG 'BOUT WEDDING PLAN

[1]How old are you?
..baru 22.. hahaha
[2] Are you single?
..iyerpp.. but not available lorr..
[3] In what age do you think you’ll get married?
..insyaAllah around 25 years old..
[4] Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now??
..insyaAllah.. semoga dia memang ditakdirkan untukku..
[5] If not, who do you want to marry?
..mane laa aku tau.. tu sume kehendak Allah S.W.T.
[6] Do you want a garden/beach wedding, or the traditional wedding?
..semua aku nak!! leh x??
[7] Your ideal motif?
..serahkan aje pd yg pakar!!
[8] Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
..any island.. both us like travelling..
[9]How many guests do you think you’ll invite?
..IDK
[10] Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
..simple but extravagant.. hehe..can i??
[11] Do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on yourown??
..ermmm... im not sure yet
[12] How many layers of cake do you want to have?
..ermmm.. tgk bajet.. kuang3
[13] Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place?
..ade bajet lbih leh laa kat hotel.. ni wedding dream siDIA..
[14] When do you want to get married, evening or morning?
..whole day.. hahaha
[15]You’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
..ermmm..IDK.. both also can
[16] Do you like a grand entrance for your groom?
..hehehe..leh x nk kenakn dia wkt entrance ni.. suh silat dl ke.. hahahaha
[17] Name the song/tune you’d like played at your wedding??
..selamat pengantin baru laa... ape daa....
[18] Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
..ermm.. tgk keadaan
[19] What age do you want to get married?
..haruskah tnye byk kali???
[20] Describe your ideal husband/wife
..b't'jwb, loving + caring, understand me..[
21] Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
..any laa...
[22] champagne or red wine?
..im muslim.. both are HARAM!!
[23] Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
..days after wedding la.. letih oo lpas wedding trus g honeymoon..
[24] Money or household item?..both..
[25] Who will pay for the bills?
..DIA.. hehe..
[26] Are you ready for married life?
..ermm... i think so..
[27] Do u think you will still be a virgin until u get married?
..uishh.. soalan.. ape da.. msti laa.. gilak ah...
[29] Will u always be true to your wife/husband-
..insyaAllah.. aku ni setia.. hehehe
[30]How many kids do u like?
..ermmm.. ntah laa. max 4 kot..
[31] A new house for a newly wed or an old one?
..mane2 yg selesa.. agak2 rumah lame da x sesuai, transfer laa..
[32] Will u celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding, or diamond wedding?
..all weeding celebrations.. hahaha
[33] What kind of cuisine would u like for ur wedding?
..yg sedap utk dilahap.. kih3
[34] Will u record ur honeymoon in a cd or dvd?
..ofkos.. kenangan beb
[35] Whose wedding plans would you like to know next???
..anyone who plans to get married!!

RAYER @ BPS (15.10.08)

TAGGING

THE SELF
[01] Real name: SOFIEATUL AIN BT AZMI
[02] Nickname: ain, along, sofiea, sofi, ain sofi...
[03] Status: : single but NOT AVAILABLE
[04] Zodiac Sign: Cancer
[05] Gender: Female
[06] Age: 22!!
[07] High School: MRSM Gerik & MRSM Kota Putra
[08] College:Matrik Pahang, UUM
[09] Height: Rahsia!! hahaha
[10] Weight: ;P xmo gtau gak..
[11] Do you like yourself: terima diri seadanya.. syukur dilahirkan sempurna sifat..
[12] Piercings: ader.. kat telinge..
[13] Right or left: both
[14] Are you a freak : IDK
[15] Hair: straight kot
[16] Skin: xtau.. tp cerah laa..
[17] Allergic:habuk & seafood.. ade resdung..huk3.. tp seafood tu xleh resist ar..
[18] What are you doing now: naip tag yg pjg lebar nih
[19] What will you doing 1 hour later: ndak tau lg.. ngepost tag nih maybe..
[20] What will you doing 10 years later: IDK.. I hope it'll be interesting
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THE FAMILY
[21] Live with mother/father/parents/family: Aunt's family
[22] Siblings(included you):5
[23] Eldest: Me!!
[24] Youngest: Muhd Syafiq Amir
[25] Love/hate your family: love them very muchhh..
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THE LOVE
[26] You found your another half: YEs.. =)
[27] If yes, who is he/she: cHENTA INTAN PAYUNG.. hahaha
[28]Who you want he/she to be: my husband..(insyaAllah moga dipanjangkn jodoh kami)
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: 3 times i guess..
[30] Ever woo boy/girl: i guess not
[31] Anyone woo you before: IDK
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half:ermmm.. sumtimes
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: doing the same wrongs.. huhuhu..
[34] Ever argue with your other half: ade lew.. tp skrg agak kurg sket la.. bahagia..
[35] You with your other half since: 10 June 2007
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo:soalan mende ntah.. da sure ade boyfren.. mintak silang jdik lesbo..
[37] Reasons you love your other half: =)
[38] You and your other half in which stage: which stage huh???
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you:both i guess.. hahaha..
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: mesti lew..
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THE FRIEND
[41] Your first best friend: fasihah & fatimah anith munirah
[42] Your first enemy: ndak ingt.. ade ker??
[43] The friends you love the most:kwn yg ade je kat sisi aku di kala susah & senang
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1only):......
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: ntah laa.. kwn2 aku sume lawa2
[46] Your most handsome boy friend: ZAHARI AFFANDI
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: belagak
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: kuat nipu
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before:x pnah kot
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: NOPE
[51] If your friend backstabbing you: xtau nk wat ape.. aku jnis jarang diduga
[52] If your friend betray you: xmo kwn dia dah
[53] If your friend woo your lover: kalo berani, cube laa..
[54] If your friends fall in love with you: sowee..I'M TAKEN!!
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: ndak mau laa...
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THE STUDIES
[56] Are you a good student: i guess so.. hahaha
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments:huhuhu.. ade gak yg skip.. tp byk yg wat dr x..
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most:sumer yg pnah ajar aku, aku syg.. huhu.. btol ker??
[59] Always late to school/college: jarang laa
[60] Your class: IT
[61] You love your seniors: IDK
[62] Senior who you love the most:ntah..
[63] Your classmates good/bad: Good
[64] Excellent result classmate: ramai je yg pandai
[65] Laziest classmate: ntah.. lantak dorg laa nk malas ke nk rajin
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THE PEOPLE
[66] Smart people: who think they're smart
[67] Stupid people: who think they're stupido
[68] Good looking people: whose got good looking
[69] Ugly people: ???
[70] Funny people: joker
[71] Cute people:org yg nmpk cute d mate gue
[72] Bad people: sesape yg wat jahat laa..
[73] Honest people: good person..
[74] Acting people: huh.. ntah pape ntah
[75] You are what kind of people: IDK..
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THE PREFER
[76] Lip or eyes: both
[77] Hugs or kisses: Both
[78] Shorter or taller: huhuhu... cian kat aku... kna shorter
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: IDK
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: both
[81] Listener or talker: both
[82] Romantic or rich: both... dua2 penting actually
[83] Good husband or Good Father: Both
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THE FUTURE
[84] Age to get marry: target around 25
[85] Numbers of kid(s): max 4.. huk4..
[86] Career: xtau laa... x nmpk lg ak leh jd ape..
[87] Salary: sesuai dgn kerja & education
[88] Retirement age: not sure yet
[89] Properties value: my life & all that is mine!!
[90] Wishes: i wish i'll achieve all my dreams
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THE VICTIMS
[ANYONE]

Cerita rayer..

1st day of raye


Huahuahua.. org lain sume da tutup cite raye. Tp aku br nk menulis.. ape daa??? Hik3.. xpe laa.. ni juz nk mengisi mase disebabkn xtau nk wat ape.. cmne dgn sambutan raye aku kalo ni erk??? Urmmm agak suram gak laa.. sbb org2 tua da xde.. opah, atuk, onyang aku sume da meninggal.. arwah onyang aku meninggal dunia wkt aku form2.. arwah atuk aku meninggal dunia ble aku dok matrik dlu.. arwah aku plak baru je meninggal dunia tahun ni.. bulan 5 lepas.. wkt labour day.. I missed them so much.. tanpa dorg, skrg da mcm kurg org dtg beraya ke umah kg kitorg.. dlu2 pon org ramai dtg sbb adenye arwah onyang, arwah atuk & arwah opah aku.. skrg ni da xde org da nk dtg.. huhuhhu… so korg msti tau meriah ke tidak umah kitorg raye thn ni…
Walau mcm manepon, dgn adek bradek mama aku yg seramai 8 org ni, kami cube memeriahkn suasana.. hahaha… mujur laa adek bradek mama aku ramai.. so umah kg aku tu meriah & riuh dgn suare budak2 je.. sepupu2 aku kebanyakannye kcik2 je lg.. mostly bdak2 skolah rendah & yg x skolah pon ade lg.. huhu.. yg da besar ni leh kire je bape byk.. wutever it is, we’re happy with this celebration.. =D leh dikatakan sumenye ade di pagi raye except family pak tam & family pak teh.. family mak lang lak dtg kjap je.. urmmm lantak dorg laa…
Pg raye tu aku g smyg raye.. huhuhu.. baik kn?? Mcm x caye lak.. lame da aku x smyg raye.. tetibe thn ni aku t’gerak ati nk g smyg raye… maybe sbb insaf skjp dgn ketiadaan arwah opah aku.. huhuhu… pasni wat jahat blik.. ape laa nk jadi dgn ko ni sofieatul ain??? Huhuhu.. ntah laa… 1st day raye ni biase laa.. lpas g smyg raye mst g kubur.. sedekahkn bacaan yasin, al-fatihah & doa.. ni 2nd time aku rase aku bangga dgn ayah aku.. ayah aku yg conduct bacaan yasin aritu.. 1st time dl wkt wat tahlil kcil2an dlm umah je.. 1st time aku tgk ayah aku mcm ustaz.. hahaha.. urmm… aku nak bakal suami yg mcm ayah aku.. bg aku ayah aku adalah lelaki yg perfect.. I love you ayah…
Lpas dr kubur sblh family mama aku, aku & family pegi plak ziarah kubur sblh ayah aku.. kubur arwah atuk & arwah wan aku.. arwah atuk & arwah wan aku ni meninggal dunia wkt aku kcik lg.. x sempat m’besar dpn dorg.. adek2 aku pon x sempat jmpe dorg.. aku je yg smpt jmpe dorg.. huhu.. lpas g kubur dorg, kitorg g mkn2 kat umah kg sblh ayah aku.. x ramai yg blik.. ade pon p.su aidil, p.lang mus & family tok chik aku je..
Dr serting ulu, kitorg blik ke umah family mama aku blik.. sblm smpi umah, kitorg rewang ke umah p.ndak jap.. ptg tu kitorg g umah awek si akmal kat palong 7.. huhu.. 1st time nk knal dgn awek dia.. name dia janatul fiidaus.. pggl ‘jana’..then… the end of 1st day rayer..


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2nd day of raye..

Smlm plan nk g mkn ikan bakar kat umah laki aku.. mcm2 auta cube difikirkn agar mama aku lpaskn kau pergi.. so ble sume org da nk grak kuar b’jalan raye, aku pon g rapat2kn diri kt mama.. “ma, ain ikut along leh? G jln2 umah member dia.. pstu trus ikut dia blik seremban..” baekkk pnye ayat.. mujur laa mama aku stuju.. laki aku tu kwn along jgk kn??? Hahaha.. tu statement along.. pandai laa ko along.. hahaha… tghari tu kitorg grak jgk ke rembau.. huhu.. but b4 tu, kitorg g semula ke palong 7 utk amek si jana.. dia g jln raye dgn kitorg.. then smpi rembau dlm kul 3 lbih.. nyum3.. mkn ikan bakar.. urmm.. ade pon ikan patin je.. ikan tilapia tggl sekor je.. ape daa laki aku ni.. bukn nk reservekn utk aku.. huhu.. anyway thanks syg.. kerana tlh mengenyangkn 5 bijik perut yg kelaparan.. hahaha…

3rd day of raye

arini xde xtvt.. juz tlg kemas & bersihkn umah pak long.. esok kenduri sempena umah baru dia nih..arini ramai sedare2 yg dtg utk tlg kat umah m.long ni.. family aku pon dtg ptg nih..huhuhu

4th day of raye

Pagi2 lagi da kna bangon sebab kna tlg wat keje2 kenduri nih.. dlm kul 11 br mndi & melawa.. hahaha.. majlis b’lancar dgn jayenye. Alhamdulillah.. bape round ntah aku mkn aritu..huhu.. moncet perut.. x gne gak pakai corset.. kih3… mlm tu ntah cmne ntah leh plak aku t’ikut pak tam & mak tam aku kuar mkn.. yg x tahannye, sempat lg dating tuh.. ade plak mamat nih dtg join lepak skali dgn kitorg.. mamat nih adalah laki aku.. huhuhu.. mujur pak tam & mak tam aku sempoi.. kalo org lain, jgn arap lah.. huhuhu…



THE END OF STORY RAYE…
p/s: sory ar.. ngarot lebey.. xtau nk naip ape.. =D

I'VE BEEN TAGGED

aku kne tag ngan joyah zana.. huhu.. ni 1st time wat tag.. b4 ni ade gak cik zan ni tag aku, tp di kala itu, aku agak malas nk wat benda alah ni.. ni pon tetibe ade keinginan.. hehehe..

1) Aku suke b'jalan2.. pegi la mane2 pon.. aku x kesah.. aku mmg suke b'jalan.. jalan2 cari pasal ke, cari makan ke, cari pakwe ke.. sumenye boleh.. agak2 sape yg ade duet lebih yg nk bwk aku jejalan, amatlah dialu2kan..
2) Sekarang ni aku suke sgt dgn kasut.. even x mampu beli, tp setiap kali pegi mane2 shopping mall, aku akan masok kedai kasut and keep try & test kasut yg aku rase cantek dan aku berkenan.. da x mampu nk belikan, so try je laa.. at least dpt puaskn ati sendri..
3) Aku ni bukn jnis b'duet.. so layak utk wat window shopping je laa.. dan inilah kesukaan aku setiap kali masok mane2 shopping mall.. ape leh wat?? insyaAllah kalo da b'gaji nnt, aku akan cube penuhi semua keinginan aku tp arap2 jgn laa dikategorikan sbg boros.. nnt kna marah dgn "ORANG TU".. huhuhu
4) Hobi baru aku skrg adalah edit pics.. ade mase sket & xde ape nk wat, aku akan asah kekreatifan aku dgn edit pic.. hahaha.. xde keje kn???
5) Aku suke kaler purple.. dah b'jangkit dgn ira kot aku nih.. nape ntah.. b4 ni ak xde laa plak ade favourite color.. tp sejak 2 menjak ni, aku prefer kaler purple..
6) I prefer making call than sms..
7) Surfing tenet!! yah.. even xde broadband, aku akan cube jgk surf tenet di tmpt2 yg ade service tenet.. cek email, cek frenster.. bace blog org.. blog sndr mls nk update.. hahaha
8) Aku suke memendam perasaan sndr.. papehal yg b'laku, biasanye aku pendam.. kalo x pon aku akan cite ke nani @ encik zahari.. 2 org ni je yg byk tau psl aku.. thanks guys.. i love u..
9) Makan?? suke ke??? leh laa jgk.. sbb tu aku gemuk.. huhuhu.. help me plzzz...
10) Lastly i love ZAHARI AFFANDI.. hehehe.. ni leh dikategorikan sbg "kesukaan diri anda" ke??? leh laa erk.. xde idea da.. huhuhu

Senaraikan 5 jenis lelaki/wanita idaman anda :
1) b'ilmu
2) b'cita2 tinggi / b'wawasan
3) b'iman
4) caring & loving
5) m'hormati wanita....

Dis tag will be 4ward to those who interested doing dis tag..

sekadar peringatan diri

JANGAN MEMBANDINGKAN KELEBIHAN ORANG LAIN DENGAN KEKURANGAN YANG KITA ADA.. KERANA KEMUNGKINAN BESAR ORANG YANG MEMPUNYAI KELEBIHAN ITU TIDAK MEMPUNYAI KELEBIHAN YANG KITA ADA..

PERUBAHAN DIRI

i need to change!! "Berubah lah anda sblm anda diubahkan".. huhu.. leh ke wat statement camtu??
changes needed:-

1) jaga mulut.. jangan jadi mulut celupar.. jangan sakitkan hati orang lain dgn kata2 aku.. jangan buat orang lain tersinggung..sblm b'cakap tu fikir dl perasaan orang lain.. fikirkan ape yang kite akan rase kalo orang lain cakap macam tu plak kat kite.. maybe lagi bagus kurangkan b'cakap dr banyak b'cakap...

2) jaga perlakuan.. jangan over acting.. nnt orang menyampah..

3) jangan mudah t'pengaruh.. jangan mudah t'pengaruh even dr p'cakapan, perbuatan or any else..

4) b'syukur dgn ape yg ade.. lihatlah kesusahan org lain sblm memikirkan diri sendiri susah..

5) hapuskan perasaan hasad dengki.. jangan ade perasaan jealous!! jealous pada yg t'sayang xpe.. utk kebaikan.. haha.. tp b'pada2!!

6) sombong + bongkak = sombongkak!! sifat2 yg tidak harus ada dlm diri anda!!!

7) menepati janji/masa..

8) melakukan sesuatu tugasan dgn b'sungguh2.. huk3.. ni pengajaran semasa praktikal ni.. buat system sambil lewa jer.. development baru ciput.. motivasi x tinggi.. semuanya pon gara2 takde gaji/elaun/any advantage.. bile ntah nak tinggikan motivasi sendiri???

9) kuatkan tahap kesabaran.. cube jangan t'lalu cepat naik angin @ marah2..sabar dgn mulut2 orang.. sesungguhnye sabar itu separuh dr iman.. huhu

10) senyum sokmo.. yang kes ni nak kate payah tu x la.. tp memang diri aku ni payah nak senyum tmbh2 lg dgn org yg aku x knal.. so kena berubah la erk?? muke aku muke sombong ke erk??

11) kuruskan badan!!! ini harus.. tp ble nak start pon aku xtau.. aku slalu buat sekerat jalan je.. cmne nk kurus?? kuatkan tekad serta keazaman!!

mampukah aku utk berubah seperti list di atas??????
chaiyok!! chaiyok!!
SOFIEATUL AIN BOLEH!!
GOOD LUCK!!

PADAN MUKE GUE!! =D

nape ntah aku saje cari pasal???
saje sakitkan ati dan emosi sendri...
mcm org bengong jer kn???
cube b'tahan & "nk try" konon..
last2 sakit dlm ati n perasaan sndri..
the conclusion...
~PADAN DENGAN MUKE SENDIRI!!!~
~NANGIS SENDIRI, PUJUK DIRI SENDIRI~
~NAK NANGIS LAGI!!~
~NAK MENJERIT!!!!!!!!~

GERAM!! TENSION!! GILER BABENG!!

Eeeeeeiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nak geget!!!
Nak cubet!!!
Nak ape lagi???
Nape ntah… ak x puas ati btol dgn ape yg ak dpt smlm.. da laa ak da plan mcm2.. bukannye plan jahat pon.. baek punye plan pon tetibe dtg suwey plak!! Mcm syial!! Status aku skrg pon blom tntu lg.. agak2 kna fired x?? huhu.. aku x wat salah pon.. pakcik tu yg salah.. sape suh dia x bayar duit sewa kn?? Last2 mangsanye AKU!! Aku b’niat baik nk cr keje utk tmbh pendapatan, tetibe hal ni plak yg jadik!!
Musnah sume harapan!! TOLONG!!!
Even duit gaji yg aku dpt tu kurg around $35, tp amat b’nilai bg aku di kala kesentengan duit ni… huk3…
Waaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrgggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

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Lame da x menulis dlm site nih.. xtau nk story ape laa.. lgpon xde mase.. xde mase ker??? Huk3.. wat2 xde mase je.. lgpon ak mane ade tenet.. arapkan tenet dr library je.. nnt ade je akak2 ni perli lame sgt m’hilang..huhu.. tp bukn salah ak.. sape suh x peruntukkn tenet utk trainee?? Tau je la.. kami kn dak IT.. mane leh idop tnpa tenet (amek ayat laki ak).. so kami dam cm besar kpale lak.. lpas line tenet kna block, kami dok maen game plak.. wahhhh.. byk besar kepala dak trainee nih.. ape lg yg kami leh wat kn??? Nk siapkn system?? Wat jgk sket2.. tp bled a sentuh je laptop utk wat system, kompem mulut akan jd besar utk menguap & mate makin layu.. huk3… tlg kami!! Bantu kami!!

Yg ak plak da laa xtau ape harus ak buat.. tu laa.. dl sape suh x amek klas web?? Padan muke ak.. kna blaja sndr!! Ak jd xtau cmne nk tlg dorg.. ak risau dorg ckp ak x involve je.. ak xnak!! Plzzz help me!!!

Lagi satu hal! Sejak 2 menjak nih, pikiran ak sering t’pikir psl kahwin.. bukn ak nk kawen k!! tp piki another person marriage.. ciannn.. nape ntah laki dia tu.. nk kate bini dia x layan dia dgn baik, ak rase da abes baik da bini dia layan dia.. laki dia je hati batu.. layan bini mcm org gaji je.. bodo btol!! Ak jd geram!! Ni yg wat kn ak cm jd takot nk kawen ni!! Huk3.. arap2 bakal laki ak x wat perangai camtu.. x tahan siot idop cmtu.. ak doakn laki org ni cpt2 laa sedar diri.. jd laa suami yg b’gune.. tnjk contah yg baik utk anak2 dia.. ak risaukn anak2 dia da besar nnt.. urmmmmm….

SEKIAN, TERIMA KASIH…

"I Turn To You"

When I'm lost in the rain,
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way. And when I'm scared, And losing ground,
When my world is going crazy,
You can turn it all around.
And when I'm down you're there
- pushing me to the top.
You're always there, giving me all you've got.
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
When I lose the will to win,
I just reach for you and I can reach the sky again.
I can do anything
'Cause your love is so amazing,
'Cause your love inspires me.
And when I need a friend,
You're always on my side
Giving me faith taking me through the night
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do, for everything that's true
I turn to you.
For the arms to be my shelter through all the rain,
For truth that will never change,
For someone to lean on,
For a heart I can rely on through anything,
For that one who I can run to...
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do, for everything that's true
I turn to you.
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do, for everything that's true
I turn to you. I turn to you...

:: $akit + Jiwe + Kacaoo ::

ntah nape ntah pikiran serabut gile babeng.. kusut masai.. x cukup tdo.. x cukup mkn... x cukup mkn ke??? huk3... leh dikategorikan jugak laa.. hanya utk smlm... tdo dlm kelaparan + kerinduan + kesakitan + bla bla bla... nape ntah mlm td jd sumthing yg menyakitkn.. xtau nape ak x dpt terima perbuatan dia.. kalo nk piki logik, xkan xde hnye utk stgh minit utk dia bgtau yg dia blik kg... payah sgt ke???? pstu senyap... yg aku x sukenye ble aku marah, then dia pon marah same.. ape??? aku da xleh marah ke?? ak ni manusia xde perasaan marah ke?? hurmmmm whatever it is, i still love him..
i hope he will read this post.. i want he knows how much i love him and how much i care for him.. besides i know this post is nonsense!!!

im being a faci??????

is this true????
im not so sure...
i was juz become a blogger and now i've to teach other people to create a blog???
kuang3...
i dont believe that...
hahaha...
aku pon x reti2 lagi nk wat blog...
page aku selama ni pon zana yg edit...
dia yang cantik2kan page aku...
huhuhu...
aku dapat lak sekaligus 2 org mentee...
mcm sengal je muke 2 org bdak nih..
byk mulut seyh...
huhuhuh...
on 9th august dorang kena present web blog dorg sndri...
ntah ape laa yg dorg akn buat kat page dorg...
aku pon xtau nk ajar ape...


~end for today~

eyes..