WELCOME 2010

hari ni last day for 2009. ape yang aku dah buat dalam tahun 2009 ni ek? banyak sangat suka, duka.. tapi taknak la listkan ape yang dah buat.. 365hari.. so many things.. bukan 1 day 1 thing only, rite? haha..
so we move to goals for 2010.. what are my aims?

ofkos la 1st skali nk kurus.. actually bukan kurus keding la.. juz nak kurangkan ape yang terlebih.. huhu.. and nak maintainkn berat antara 40-43kg je.. agak2 bleh x?? insyaAllah

2nd, aku kena cube menjadi pekerja yang berdedikasi.. banyak aktiviti telah dirancang.. dah masuk dalam jadual perancangan aktiviti 2010 da pon.. dah dihantar ke pengetua dah pon.. maybe hari ni akan dibincangkan dalam mesyuarat pengurusan kot.. huhu..

3rd, carik kerja lain.. haha... da ade kerja, nak carik kerja lain plak.. EEHHH!!! ITU WAJIB!! sebabnye aku ni kerja secara kontrak je.. bukan permenant.. status jawatan aku sekarang dikatakan sedang dibincang untuk diconvert jadi tetap.. but.... the chances still kabur..
[setelah bace balik 3rd aim ni, korang rase ianya aim ke?? ntah.. aku pon xtau]

4th, aku perlu habeskan study aku dengan jayanya.. on february 2010, aku akan jadik 4th semester student.. why february? sebab january adalah semester.. lagik 1,2 hari je lagik nak final exam.. so azam ni utk 4th sem & 5th sem la yek.. insyaAllah kalo diizinkan olehNya, aku akan cube habeskan MBA ni dlm 5 semester je.. thats mean by august/september 2010, i'll finish my study.. doakan kejayaan saya ye..

last but not least (actually banyak sebenarnye nak tulis, tapi otak dah kering.. huhu) of course a want to be a better person.. a better person for myself, for my parents and family, for my lover, for my friends, and for all... i know im not good enough.. but i'll try..

i wish i can read my bf's aims too.. of course he has, rite?
dear, if u read diz entry, can u write ur aims too in diz blog?
u know my password rite?

-K-A-W-E-N-

lately aku slalu fikir pasal kawen..
ini semua pasal da tgk kazen aku kawen kn??!!
huhuhu..
aku berangan itu...
aku berangan ini...
hurmmmmm...
nak kawen!!!
giler dah aku ni..
hahahhaahahahahahahaha..
actually aku seronok time ceremony tu je..
orang ramai datang...
dapat banyak hadiah...
family members sume membusykan diri...
but!!
bile fikir psl tanggungjawab selepas kawen tersebut............
adoi ai.....
tak terpikir dek den doh!!
hahaha...
very da scary...
boleh ke aku m'jalankn tanggungjawab aku sebagai isteri kepada si suami dengan baik?
sedangkan nak masak pon x reti..
bak kate adik aku, "ko nak masak pon x reti, da gatal nak kawen"
huhuhuhu... very hot u know!
masak & beri makan 1 hal... ehh silap! da 2 hal da..
kang bab nak uruskan diri si suami plak..
pakaian dia...
diri aku sendiri x t'urus lagik ni haa...

HOW COME HA????

ramai kawan2 da kawen & ikat tali pertunangan.. so dlm diri ade sedikit perasaan iri hati..
sekian, terima kasih

macam-macam

:: kelabu mata hitamku ::



:: ingat pengantin je ke nak pakai inai? ::

:: ini muke pngapit untuk pasangan pengantin norannida & asnor hazrin::
[ape ke buruk benor background gambo ni? da la muke chubby giler.. dush3..]

:: ade orang belanje aku pizza sebab nak pujuk aku::
:: thanks sayang bucuk ::

:: but after da pujuk, dia dapat present istimewa ini plak ::
[im so sorry sayang. u nakal sgt]

See there's this place in me where your fingerprints still rest, your kisses still linger, and your whispers softly echo. It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me.
I LOVE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE, SAYANG..

MAY I KNOW..

Cuti2 di Mana??

a) Johor Bahru
Juz town..
But i can meet my bestfriend and my daughter..

b) Tioman Island
Nice place..
Love to go there..
Still dont know the budget (depends on budget also)..

c) Genting Highland
already go there for many times..
cool place

d) Bukit Tinggi
nice and cool place..
never been there..
love to see french and japan style

e) Kelantan
miss to go there..
its been ages not going there..
besides i can meet my old friends..


f) Kuala Lumpur
i dont think to go here..
every 2 weeks i have to go there..
no interest to go there for a holiday..
huhuhuhuhu


THE END

AM I?

am i B * * * H?
Am i?
aM i?
am I?





lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala
@>-- gile sorang2 --<@

: sakit mata :

SAKIT MATA
APA RAWATANNYA?
APA UBATNYA?

:: whatever it is, aku da xleh MC.. MC aku da abes.. huhu.. padan muke aku ::

sukar...

Kenapa Saya Selalu Berharap Pada Sesuatu Yang Saya Dah Tahu Bahawa Ianya Amat Sukar Untuk Terjadi??

im sorry

im sorry...
im not good enough..
i cant help you even writing a letter..
im sorry..
im not good enough..
i cant even give u a smile..
im sorry..
im not good enough..
i dont know if i can give happiness to you..
im sorry..
im not good enough..


BUT..
whatever it is.......................

never knew i needed

(ooh) for the way you changed my plans
for being the perfect distraction
for the way you took the idea that i have
of everything that i wanted to have
and made me see there was something missing (oh yeah)
for the ending of my first begin
(ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)
and for the rare and unexpected friend
(ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)
for the way you're something that i never choose
but at the same time something i don't wanna lose
and never wanna be without ever again (oh oh)

you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it's so clear i need you here always

my accidental happily (ever after) (oh oh oh)
the way you slime and how you comfort me (with your laughter)
i must admit you were not a part of my book
but now if you open it up and take a look
you're the beginning and the end of every chapter (oh oh)

you're the best thing i never knew i needed (oh)
so when you were here i had no idea
http://www.elyricsworld.com/never_knew_i_needed_lyrics_ne-yo.html
you're the best thing i never knew i needed (that i needed)
so now it's so clear i need you here always

who'd knew that i'd be here (who'd knew that i'd be here oh oh)
so unexpectedly (so unexpectedly oh oh)
undeniablely happy (hey)
said with you right here, right here next to me (oh)

girl you're the..
you're the best thing i never knew i needed (said i needed oh oh)
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed (needed oh)
so now it's so clear i need you here always
baby baby
now it's so clear i need you here always

saya seorang yang x berani berhadapan dgn hentaman..
saya seorang yang takot berhadapan dengan cabaran..
saya seorang kurang keyakinan pada diri sendiri..
saya seorang yang pemendam..
juga pendendam..






banyak lagi saya ingin katakan.. tapi tak terluahkan..











walaupun saya begini, adakah awak masih sayangkan saya?
















ikhlas dari:
diriku yang kerdil,
sofieatul ain




Hey my dear dont make your weakness as your barrier...


..::he answers::..

.PA.R.A.S.I.T.

juz realized..

i just realized that
my new bestfriends are

-VE THINKING
&
CRIES

what is the different between
PENDENDAM
&
PEMENDAM
????????????????????????




both are ME!!!




**haha.. sangat sombongkak mengisytiharkan diri sendiri**

WHAT DO YOU AFRAID OF?

WHAT I AM AFRAID OF???




CAN YOU PLEASE HELP ME TO ANSWER THOSE QUESTION????