PADAN MUKE GUE!! =D

nape ntah aku saje cari pasal???
saje sakitkan ati dan emosi sendri...
mcm org bengong jer kn???
cube b'tahan & "nk try" konon..
last2 sakit dlm ati n perasaan sndri..
the conclusion...
~PADAN DENGAN MUKE SENDIRI!!!~
~NANGIS SENDIRI, PUJUK DIRI SENDIRI~
~NAK NANGIS LAGI!!~
~NAK MENJERIT!!!!!!!!~

GERAM!! TENSION!! GILER BABENG!!

Eeeeeeiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nak geget!!!
Nak cubet!!!
Nak ape lagi???
Nape ntah… ak x puas ati btol dgn ape yg ak dpt smlm.. da laa ak da plan mcm2.. bukannye plan jahat pon.. baek punye plan pon tetibe dtg suwey plak!! Mcm syial!! Status aku skrg pon blom tntu lg.. agak2 kna fired x?? huhu.. aku x wat salah pon.. pakcik tu yg salah.. sape suh dia x bayar duit sewa kn?? Last2 mangsanye AKU!! Aku b’niat baik nk cr keje utk tmbh pendapatan, tetibe hal ni plak yg jadik!!
Musnah sume harapan!! TOLONG!!!
Even duit gaji yg aku dpt tu kurg around $35, tp amat b’nilai bg aku di kala kesentengan duit ni… huk3…
Waaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrgggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

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Lame da x menulis dlm site nih.. xtau nk story ape laa.. lgpon xde mase.. xde mase ker??? Huk3.. wat2 xde mase je.. lgpon ak mane ade tenet.. arapkan tenet dr library je.. nnt ade je akak2 ni perli lame sgt m’hilang..huhu.. tp bukn salah ak.. sape suh x peruntukkn tenet utk trainee?? Tau je la.. kami kn dak IT.. mane leh idop tnpa tenet (amek ayat laki ak).. so kami dam cm besar kpale lak.. lpas line tenet kna block, kami dok maen game plak.. wahhhh.. byk besar kepala dak trainee nih.. ape lg yg kami leh wat kn??? Nk siapkn system?? Wat jgk sket2.. tp bled a sentuh je laptop utk wat system, kompem mulut akan jd besar utk menguap & mate makin layu.. huk3… tlg kami!! Bantu kami!!

Yg ak plak da laa xtau ape harus ak buat.. tu laa.. dl sape suh x amek klas web?? Padan muke ak.. kna blaja sndr!! Ak jd xtau cmne nk tlg dorg.. ak risau dorg ckp ak x involve je.. ak xnak!! Plzzz help me!!!

Lagi satu hal! Sejak 2 menjak nih, pikiran ak sering t’pikir psl kahwin.. bukn ak nk kawen k!! tp piki another person marriage.. ciannn.. nape ntah laki dia tu.. nk kate bini dia x layan dia dgn baik, ak rase da abes baik da bini dia layan dia.. laki dia je hati batu.. layan bini mcm org gaji je.. bodo btol!! Ak jd geram!! Ni yg wat kn ak cm jd takot nk kawen ni!! Huk3.. arap2 bakal laki ak x wat perangai camtu.. x tahan siot idop cmtu.. ak doakn laki org ni cpt2 laa sedar diri.. jd laa suami yg b’gune.. tnjk contah yg baik utk anak2 dia.. ak risaukn anak2 dia da besar nnt.. urmmmmm….

SEKIAN, TERIMA KASIH…

"I Turn To You"

When I'm lost in the rain,
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way. And when I'm scared, And losing ground,
When my world is going crazy,
You can turn it all around.
And when I'm down you're there
- pushing me to the top.
You're always there, giving me all you've got.
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
When I lose the will to win,
I just reach for you and I can reach the sky again.
I can do anything
'Cause your love is so amazing,
'Cause your love inspires me.
And when I need a friend,
You're always on my side
Giving me faith taking me through the night
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do, for everything that's true
I turn to you.
For the arms to be my shelter through all the rain,
For truth that will never change,
For someone to lean on,
For a heart I can rely on through anything,
For that one who I can run to...
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do, for everything that's true
I turn to you.
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do, for everything that's true
I turn to you. I turn to you...

:: $akit + Jiwe + Kacaoo ::

ntah nape ntah pikiran serabut gile babeng.. kusut masai.. x cukup tdo.. x cukup mkn... x cukup mkn ke??? huk3... leh dikategorikan jugak laa.. hanya utk smlm... tdo dlm kelaparan + kerinduan + kesakitan + bla bla bla... nape ntah mlm td jd sumthing yg menyakitkn.. xtau nape ak x dpt terima perbuatan dia.. kalo nk piki logik, xkan xde hnye utk stgh minit utk dia bgtau yg dia blik kg... payah sgt ke???? pstu senyap... yg aku x sukenye ble aku marah, then dia pon marah same.. ape??? aku da xleh marah ke?? ak ni manusia xde perasaan marah ke?? hurmmmm whatever it is, i still love him..
i hope he will read this post.. i want he knows how much i love him and how much i care for him.. besides i know this post is nonsense!!!